Monday, November 29, 2021

 something feels wrong, i've felt it since yesterday evening.

Saturday, November 27, 2021

 just a heads up that i took down my website, i was using wix for years and while frustrated and unhappy with it, i couldn't figure out how to get rid of it! plus it was costing a fortune! my fella helped me figure it out and for now it's gone, and after the holidays i will look into another server, or decide if it's even worth it.most of my business is from repeat customers and instagram followers so for now i'm not terribly worried about it, things will pick up next year for sure. biggest thing: i'll finally have studio space! 

that being said i'm working on some things for a holiday sale, us shipping takes 3-4 days coast to coast, i'm one gal, i stand in line at the post office, like even if i sold something on the 20th it'd likely get there in time. so i'll just keep hustling through december!(good thing it's my favorite thing to do ever)

 so when i was going to columbia i used to live on the upper west side, and i'll never forget seeing the christmas trees all lined up on the side streets for sale. columbia was 32 a year in the mid-00s so needless to say i did not have the funds to buy a real tree for my little shoebox of an apartment, but my dad brought me a small fake tree on one of his visits. 

he's having a hard time with his legs now, they told us eventually he'd need a wheelchair but he's stubborn and has walked longer than they predicted! but today he remarked how his body won't cooperate any longer, he wants to keep going but he just can't. 

and i remember how he'd visit me in manhattan every few weeks and he would love walking all over campus and the upper west side. couldn't get over how many lights they'd put on campus, it really was a sight. and every few blocks on one of the side streets you would see those tiny christmas trees all lined up. 

i miss the way the world used to be. i'm glad we at least had those moments, when people weren't petrified of being near each other, and a cold was just a cold, and my dad could walk for miles and carry heavy stuff then eat a gigantic corned beef sandwich no sweat. 

but as long as we're still here, we're gonna have a good time.

Friday, November 26, 2021

apologies, i originally posted the video that was a clip, this is the full short film.
it's an absolute work of art, from the roota to the toota.

Friday, November 19, 2021

me with the barcardi rum cake every christmas

we're real and we're spectacular

the pastrami crystal enhances sensuality

Thursday, November 18, 2021

Wednesday, November 17, 2021

Me and Goose givin’ em the ol’ razzle dazzle
*Goose was given to me to act as a protector, in a dream, by an old man in a robe in a grecian gazebo by an ocean. 
**also this dream happened the day before the blood vessel burst at the family party and I had my near death experience and chose to live 🤷🏻‍♀️

Monday, November 15, 2021

i want to sit in her kitchen and listen to every single story she's got.

this song has the energy of a solitary walk on a winter's night before christmas.

Sunday, November 14, 2021

Sunday, November 7, 2021

this meme is finally relevant, hooray!

the wise man is the fool, the fool is the wise man.